Wednesday, February 24, 2016

Words

You are beautiful.

You. Beautiful. Are.

Are you beautiful? 

Are beautiful,  you. 

Beautiful,  you are. 

Beautiful,  are you? 

Thursday, February 18, 2016

Two types of people

There are two types of people in this world. Those who choose to poop in the smaller, less used, hidden away bathroom at work and those who choose to poop in the primary,  popular, crowded bathroom that all his coworkers use.

Wednesday, February 17, 2016

4:34am

Broken boy in bed.

Wednesday, February 10, 2016

Sunday, February 7, 2016

Wealth Women and Wisdom II

Life lessons learned and lost. Memories of madness made material. Private personal pain personified in a person, pretty and petite. Increasing inequity increases internal indignation.  Presently, pondering practicality of plot to purge and purify the planet of pretty people. Self is spinning in search for stability. Sadness that is suspect, stupid and specious should be strangled and silenced. Nothing is not normal if naked need is not noticed now. A heavy heart, hot with hidden hurt was healed by her holy hand in a hideaway. 

Bye bye hideaway

End of a local institution.  They paved paradise and put up a condo.


her name was marissa.  her name was marissa. 

Tuesday, February 2, 2016

Happy Valentines

...she gave me a broken heart...


4:27am

Still so broken and sleepless.

Monday, February 1, 2016

Sunday, January 31, 2016

sometimes i just want to...

sometimes, i want to take a bunch of herbs and spices, coherent to certain cultural flavor profiles like "Mexican" or "Indian" food or whatever... and slowly saute the flavors in some oil on low heat.  just let it simmer until it fills my entire house with that delicious "cooking dinner" smell.  I know the smell will eventually waft into the hallway or out the window and into the neighbors' unit...  i'm not actually cooking anything but i want them to think i'm making some delicious and ethnic and time consuming, i want them to believe that i'll get to enjoy this delicious home cooked food cooked with love and care while they are losers in life because their dinner doesn't smell as good as mine.  

Thursday, January 28, 2016

Monday, January 25, 2016

Seek peace within

Don't let your emotional happiness depend on things, people or situations you have no control over.
Don't surrender your inner peace to external forces.
A football team, for example.
Especially if those external forces care nothing for you.
Or if those external forces know nothing of your existence.
Or if those external forces have their own self-centered agenda and no room in their life for your emotional investment.
And especially if those external forces have a revolving door for an offensive line.

Wise up, fool.


Tuesday, January 5, 2016

Ugh

Managed to drag my 30 something ass out of the house on new years. That is my crowning achievement of 2015.

Thursday, December 31, 2015

Happy new year 2016

Do I walk 35 minutes to watch the fireworks show late tonight? the answer is the winner between the beautiful ephemerality of fireworks, versus the apathy of lethargy.

its so quiet tonight.  this silence is the sound of cultural emasculation by bureaucrats. i remember when i was young: gun smoke so thick you couldn't see more than 50 feet in front of you.  The neighborhoods like a war zone.  illegal aerials flowered the night sky and shook windows.  The morning aftermath of red paper shell casings clogging gutters.

Is concern for some peoples asthma flaring up for one night our of the year worth this emasculation of a great and proud cultural tradition?  Is the thought of firefighters having less work to do one night out of the year comforting?  Is preventing house fire Darwinism a net gain?





Tuesday, December 29, 2015

Pet peeve #688

Microwaves that default to cook time by minute intervals and force you to hit the extra button that says "time cook" if you want to cook by seconds.

Sunday, December 20, 2015

Large tortillas

Took it to the next level with big tortilla. 

Saturday, December 19, 2015

Tortilla

What does it mean when I look forward to going home so I can make tortilla?

It has become a hobby rather than food.   nay, not a hobby,  a passion.

Friday, December 18, 2015

Batch three

Batch three in as many days.   It is no longer about the eating of tortilla now, it is about the making of tortilla.  

Can't get over my fear of overly wet dough.  The cracking means its too dry. 

Thursday, December 17, 2015

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

Tortillas

Hand made tortillas instructions: mix smoosh  pap pap pap pap pap pap pap pap slap. 

Tuesday, December 15, 2015