for the record

if I'm ever found dead from apparent suicide jump from my window.... it wasn't suicide. it's cuz i accidentally

fell out my non-OSHA-compliant window... almost certainly while drunk.

unless this confession affects pay outs in which case I was definitely not drunk,  but was definitely murdered and/or a victim of an act of God and/or gross negligence by the condo AOAO.

30 days

back home for one month now

was it all a fever dream?  did those things really happen? 

am i what I was before during and after or somebody else since then?