dinos lounge

dinos lounge is the hideaway of Las vegas.

sleaze

there is a sleaziess to the off strip Vegas I can't help but like.

Colorado 2016

objective:

sand surf

stars?

visit my happy  place

Trader Joes snacks

In and Out!

THE ROOM

This room reeks of raunchy hotel sex. Apparently they assigned us the voyeur/exhibitionist suite: more mirrors than walls, windows facing the strip and even the window blinds cater to exhibitionists.

The fact i have to sleep in this room with a work colleague should be a violation of our company's sexual harassment policy, this feels wrong.

No, actually, this is pretty cool.

Asians are the best

we are good at math,  hard working and make the best (skinny) seat neighbors on airplanes.

airport university

Philosophy 101: everything about life can be learned in airport waiting areas. 

M.B.A.: earn your Harvard business management degree in any airport bookstore.

Communications 203: Right after he sits down in the aisle seat he  chats up the cute girl in the window seat, eventually asks her what she does,  he is clearly taken back by her answer that she is in high school.  he suggest she is  17 y/o, she corrects him by saying she is 16, he is taken further aback and then totally lies and says he's 19 (he is not), buys her rum and coke, he talks at her for 95% of the 45 min fight. selfie pic with her about halfway through.  Plot twist: he was suppose to sit in empty seat next to me but sat next to the pretty girl when he saw the opportunity due to the somewhat empty plane . thanks hot Latina teen for taking the bullet! her laughs sounds like a too-polite and slightly nervous teenage girl.   Final Exam Essay: Gregarious outgoing Type A individual or P.U.A.?  Or child sex trafficker if you want to go to a darker place. 

adulting

I've come so far from the days of only beer and watermelon in my fridge.

130am

I'm so exhausted.

I want to murder the world.

The truth

I want a pint of The Truth

Words

You are beautiful.

You. Beautiful. Are.

Are you beautiful? 

Are beautiful,  you. 

Beautiful,  you are. 

Beautiful,  are you? 

note to self: sand dunes national park CO

Two types of people

There are two types of people in this world. Those who choose to poop in the smaller, less used, hidden away bathroom at work and those who choose to poop in the primary,  popular, crowded bathroom that all his coworkers use.

4:34am

Broken boy in bed.

Doing life right or wrong?

Im funny sometimes

Wealth Women and Wisdom II

Life lessons learned and lost. Memories of madness made material. Private personal pain personified in a person, pretty and petite. Increasing inequity increases internal indignation.  Presently, pondering practicality of plot to purge and purify the planet of pretty people. Self is spinning in search for stability. Sadness that is suspect, stupid and specious should be strangled and silenced. Nothing is not normal if naked need is not noticed now. A heavy heart, hot with hidden hurt was healed by her holy hand in a hideaway. 

Bye bye hideaway

End of a local institution.  They paved paradise and put up a condo.

her name was marissa.  her name was marissa. 

Happy Valentines

...she gave me a broken heart...

4:27am

Still so broken and sleepless.

sometimes i just want to...

sometimes, i want to take a bunch of herbs and spices, coherent to certain cultural flavor profiles like "Mexican" or "Indian" food or whatever... and slowly saute the flavors in some oil on low heat.  just let it simmer until it fills my entire house with that delicious "cooking dinner" smell.  I know the smell will eventually waft into the hallway or out the window and into the neighbors' unit...  i'm not actually cooking anything but i want them to think i'm making some delicious and ethnic and time consuming, i want them to believe that i'll get to enjoy this delicious home cooked food cooked with love and care while they are losers in life because their dinner doesn't smell as good as mine.  

Good enough

Seek peace within

Don't let your emotional happiness depend on things, people or situations you have no control over.
Don't surrender your inner peace to external forces.
A football team, for example.
Especially if those external forces care nothing for you.
Or if those external forces know nothing of your existence.
Or if those external forces have their own self-centered agenda and no room in their life for your emotional investment.
And especially if those external forces have a revolving door for an offensive line.

Wise up, fool.

Come back home - Japanther

So buy me a drink... 

Ugh

Managed to drag my 30 something ass out of the house on new years. That is my crowning achievement of 2015.