Indian night

those indian recipes were kicking my ass. 

 

 

then i started drinking wine.  that helped. 

then I drank some more and this beautiful naan resulted

I'm.. meh

I'm a man,
so i know men,
and he was meh.

terns > people

we were threatened with arrest because an endangered white tern momentarily flew away from its designated tree (signified by blue tape) because our first amendment free speech chanting was allegedly too loud.

at the same time, our elected leaders banned laying down on public sidewalks and passed laws to take and throw away homeless peoples property.

this explains a lot

this explains everything really. 

dafuq

Microsoft, please explain this monstrous perversion of :)

why?

kabocha

You shall not have my fingers today!

over human history, how many fingers have been lost to kabocha pumpkin dishes i wonder? 

I need to stop being so cheap and just buy the pre-cut stuff and pay the $0.80/pound premium.

530am

I keep waking up at 530am for an unknown reason. is God trying to tell me something?

whatever it is, I dont want to hear it. just let me get some goddamn sleep. 

"Tolerhate"

definition: a thing you generally dislike but appreciate or tolerate or suffer through because you recognize its positive attributes or benefits. 

subtle art... p. 38

A philosophical subtlety that became obvious only when framed this way in black and white:

"everything comes with an inherent sacrifice - whatever makes us feel good will also make us inevitably feel us bad.  What we gain is also what we lose.  What creates our positive experiences will define our negative experiences".

Examples provided: buying that house that you have to pour money to repair and maintain, marrying that person you love and struggling to continue that love for 20 years.

miyazaki

hobbies: reading, pottery, surfing... art collecting.

the magician king

the hero doesn't get the reward, "the hero pays the price."
      - The Magician King, p. 396

this is the life I choose

12:02am

its 12:02am and sleep is not even a near possibility at this point. what is wrong? why? how? when? 

its 12:37am

why?! why is it 12:37am?!

colds

after laying in my bed and staring at this ceiling for hours, I grudgingly came to the conclusion that im actually quite sick.  

this is the life i chose for myself

 

tonights dinner

1.22.19

Mediterranean pasta, old customers, dead breaklights, dead batteries, shirtless free labor guy, stolen glass of wine.

23% less

23% less but not 23% less

patriots 37 - chiefs 31

oh cool, another superbowl appearance.

yaaaaaaaawn.

n shore 1.19.19

bigger than I expected waves, tendency of pitching into shallow water in close outs. didn't die so it was a good session.

Clemson's football championship celebration dinner at white house

Black butler serving McDonalds french fries to some victorious white guys at a "formal dinner" at the Donald Trump White House during a government shutdown with Abraham Lincoln looking on. 

yep yep yep. 

=

Nice to meet y'all

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B9FzVhw8_bY

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c931dQ2UnNA

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eUkSTnUK_T0

apparently southern gothic is the thing i was missing in my life.

my face when....

I get a text and it's not from who I want the text to be from. 

Mongolia pre-funk

shit just got real real, real quick

7 till 5am

went to bed exhausted at 10pm expecting a nice 9 hours of sleep until the 7am alarm clock. 

nope.

body decides it wants to wake up at 5am after its normal insufficient 7 hours of sleep. apparently i've trained my body to think that 7 hours of sleep or less and feeling tired everyday is normal.

I'm not asking for nice things. just some sleep is all.

it's difficult for me, Maggie. very difficult for me to imagine that.